love

Love is not always happy ending…Once, I ever loved someone, he never loved me J. i loved him a year. Guess what I got? J Nothing, I was so hurt with everything what he did unconsciously. I didn’t want to complain, but frankly, it was so hurt. i started trying to forgive but not forget. Forgive different then forget. Years went by, I began forgetting whatever about him, such as his phone number, his things that I used to know past ago. I started releasing that stuff; I got myself very busy with school and my future plan. I’m organizing my stuff that I have to work on, which is good. I’m sacred to fall in love again. I don’t want to. Since, it was once happened in my life, I had that trauma thing. I thought happiness doesn’t come from a relationship anyway. Happiness is a choice, isn’t it? I promised to myself, hey dude…I can live without you!!!i’m not going to call him anymore, any longer. I don’t even want to have any relation as friends with him at all. That’s it. Everyone deserves the best. Life only once, it’s ok to become high expectation. Yet, no one is perfect. I think I want to be single for good, do u think it’s a good idea? Live full of love of God, and take my parents travelling around the world with me until I become old.