blessings...

hari sabtu kemarin, gue di todong on the way to the superbrand mall...serem abis...gue kehilangan ipod gue...oh man...tuh ipod, biar udah jelek, itu hasil perjuangan gue kerja..lol...dpt duit buat punya ipod...oh well..kl dah ilang mo gimana....gue bersyukur, Tuhan lindungin gue daru segala jenis yg jelek2..bersyukur abis nih gue..nih minggu, gue td baca devotional hari ini...judulnya "Blessings" Puji Tuhan....

Ezekiel 16:9-14 and Ephesians 3:14-21

it says Jesus had nowhere to lay his head, tapi Tuhan ga pernah mengeluh, me...gue bersyukur bgt Tuhan berkati gue, keluarga gue, gue bisa punya baju bagus, kebutuhan cukup, makan di resto, skul di US, keliling dunia...what a blessed coba tuh!!!

may we never take for granted all that HE gives us...

am in falling in luv?

gw lagi deket ama satu cow nih..LONG DISTANCE man..jijay bener..!!!hhhaaaiiizz...kita dah saling mengungkapkan perasaan kita..ce ileh gaya bener gue teh!!hahahha...iya gitu deh....seriusan gitulah..tapi satu yg mengganjal hati gue nih, is he really the one?gue somehow ga yakin gitu dia jodoh gue...i mean dari Tuhan lah yah...!!!gue ini high expectation gitu, dan gue yakin apa yg dari Tuhan selalu yang terbaek deh..masalahnya nih, tuh cow ama gue beda agama, ga mungkin lah Tuhan kasi jodoh ke gue yg beda agama?gggrrr..yah bukannya gimana sih..cuman gue ga mo aja yang ampe pindah agama gitu!!!:( trus kmren2 kita have a talk seriously, then we decided to go through what we have now, yah klo jodoh yah ketemu lagi deh, kalo engga, yah bukan jalan gue ama dia deh......

Iman gue!

Tinggal 2 bulan, gue ngambil keputusan, tentang sekolah gue...either gue di trima apa enggaknya...gua terus2an nunggu kabar dari VT buat inform hasil application gue yg gue kirim last december. iman gue, somehow, bisa yakin bgt abis deh..klo gua bakal masuk VT and go back to school on july. SOmehow, iman gue bilang, gue bakal back to school on July...gua yakin bgt gue bakal sukses di school and karier gue abis2an, banggain ortu, extremely mandiri abis deh..gila keren an klo kayak gitu....btw, nih lagi crisis2 gini, yah jujur aja sih, takut sih iya..tpi gue sekali lagi...DENGAN iman, gue yakin, TUhan bakal sedian job yg paling ok buat gue, offering job bakal byk dtg ke gue, bukan gue yg di tolak, tapi gue yg nolak..hahhhahahaaa.....yakin abis gue,....gue yakin gue, bisa lebih pintar dari temen2 gue...at least..yah nyantol and quick learner gitu deh...dengerin lecturenya di campus...

AMIN dah1!

home-made

sejak di shanghai gue jadi ibu rumah tangga..hahahahha..gue masak tiap hari..di china, tapi ga bisa makan chinese food nih..bete gue, gimana engga, isinya babi, minyak mulu..mampus gue...!!!bisa2 jerawatan..enggak deh!!!gue jadi pengen bukan pengen lagi, tpai dah ngidam, cereal, ama panera foods..lol...i miss US

sutralah....

kata bible, kasihilah sesama mu manusia...hahahaha..kayaknya gue cukup mengasihi sekeliling gue deh....temen2, bonyok apalagi, family, semua...herannya gue bingung sendiri semakin gue sayang ama tuh orang2, kok malah air susu di balas air tuba ye..bingung gue!!hehehehhe...yah ato gue nya kali yah yg sensi ato gila hormat..(apaan coba>>>)

klo mo di respect harus respect orang laen juga...setuju semua???!!!Gue nya sih setuju abis!!!gue bisa baca bukunya jack canfield...dia bilang everything that isn't worth it to think of, don't take it DAMN seriously....just do what u think is right!!!what a quote!!!!!ada lagi sih....dia bilang di bukunya dia, if u waste one minute to think of it, that u are a stupid person in the universe, why...because people just fooled u, u know it, but u still keep it in ur mind...

things happen to us for a reason. take the good one ONLY! appreaciate it, don't complain....kadang2 ye, menurut gue, kita mesti bersyukur apapun itu, kadang ada orang ngga ngalamin yg kita alamin. jadinya mreka ga bisa bljr apa2, klo kita2 udah ngalamin jdinya byk pengalaman, dan lebih appreaciate life deh....life is georgous!!!it's a adventure. gua baca buku judul the SECRET...gila mantap abis tuh buku...tuh buku bilang, once we wake up, harus set our mind for the good one, kita2 ini, every individual has the power to create the universe..mantap ga sih..!!!YOIIIII!!!!!

bljr tiap hari..demi hari to become a better person...it's an everlasting lesson. tapi satu yg ga pengen gue ubah..cara gue chatting...appear offline is a great idea..untuk menghindari kesalahpahaman..hahhaha...kekurangan gue, klo gue dah sebel ama orang, biasanya gue jauhin, soalnya dah ill-feel...makanya itu appear offline perlu juga sih....daripada sama2 nggak enak hati..mending menghindar...!!LoL...

lives in shanghai....

man...i don't like it here...dissappointing..!!!i'm living in a dorm. i have a roomate...oh man...this is the first time of having roomate. kata pepatah sabar itu subur. gue jadi bingung kenapa teh dia kayak gini pisan...dia pelit abis...nggak keluar duit sama sekali klo blanja...bukan ke gue doang..ke yang laen juga klo dia nitip something, dia ga pernah byr balek...tiap di depan cashier, always run away..jadi bingung gue....!gua clean room...and do such things....capek juga..!!!

aduh..gue brusaha keras melawan kedaginginan gue buat ga complain..!!!stop complaning dah!!!!!di shanghai...totally cultures shock..even yah circumstances nya sama persis kyk indo, but still...kotor dimana2...gua jadi males keluar dorm...jadi anak dorm dah..hehehehhe...yah apalagi gue cew, maklum jaga kulit dari segala jenis kuman..hahahahh....ancur juga gue...!!!

rutinitass gue ga jauh2 beda compare to waktu gue di US...love hectic stuff, gue kelas dari jem 8 pagi ampe jem 3 sore, then balek dorm masak, makan, ke library....gitu terus except yah klo weekend sempeting take a rest for couple hours then relaxing lah...

gue kangen kehidupan di US...hihihihi....
yah sisi baeknya...gua seneng, feel so blessed bisa sampe china....yah at least, sesuatu yg lagi gue pelajarin tentang dealing with people.....ga gampang deal ama orang....harus tau karakternya...kadang yah gue brusaha please roomate gue, tapi yah sisi lain gue gue ini manusia biasa pasti ada sisi jelek juga...gue coba klo dia cabut kemana gitu kek, gue mikir sendiri..gue ada salah nggak yah..kira2 gue mesti gimana...susah juga yah..melatih kesabaran gue...!!!juga gue ngga boleh egois jadi orang...

shopping list

my book: The last lecture and INHERITANCE

Condolezza Rice

Condolezza..man..she is perfect...an african american lady in the white bush during Bush's administration....wow!!!i admired her..she is my inspiration...isn't she great!!!!i wanna be like her....ummm....i thought it for a while..i think i can be what i want to be. studying hard, working hard...man....so much fun..i'm excited about my life is going to be in the next 5 years...umm....!!!how does it look like??!!getting old, of course!!we shall see....